Caryne Talks too Much!

Oh hi,

Wow - I’ve been in Ottawa for just over a month now and it’s been an adventure to say the least.

I am still adjusting to my new surroundings.  Having lived in Toronto for 3 years, Ottawa is so much calmer, more relaxed and chilled out.  My body sadly, is still in Toronto mod…and this is causing me some stresses.

I miss my Toronto friends.  It’s been a bit difficult being away from them.  I’ve missed my Ottawa friends for so long too - it’s nice to have them in my life again.  This is making me feel all types of emotions!

I got engaged at the end of May and I am beyond EXCITED to share the rest of my life with Luc.  He is a pretty incredible man.  Very smart, very creative, very passionate and very good to me.  I couldn’t ask for anyone better in my life.

I am working - that is good!

Right now my body is on over drive and I’m learning to be more patient and more “ZEN”.  I have so many amazing things in my life and I am truly blessed and yet my little mind keeps focusing on all the little negatives that truly don’t match up to the awesomeness happening and going to happen in the next year!…in the rest of my life really!

I am learning to be more CALM…I have too…or I will drive everyone around me nuts!  I am driving myself nuts.  This post is nuts!

Wow - readying this over is hilarious…all my thoughts are all over the place.  This is how my brain is working right now.

ten things I am thankful for:

1. my family

2. my cat

3. my amazing fiance Luc

4. my car

5. my job (any money is better then no money…right?)

6. my friends

7. my summer adventures (starting with Lysanne’s Bachelorette at the end of June!)

8. my silly personality (even in all my stress - I am still a goof and at least I can have a sense of humor about SOME things)

9. home

10. my life

Life is bitter sweet.

xoxox

C’